I didn't hit the horse, the farrier did, please read the first post
Didn't you just post recently that you KICKED your horse in the face? For rubbing on you?
Seconding the people that say get out of horses, it's not for you; certainly not if you can't control yourself and provide for your animals. That means no beating them or letting them get beat. There are NO excuses for your poor animals to be beaten six ways from sunday. They're big animals. You're going to get damn hurt if you keep putting yourself in these situations.