As you have said, I am not thinking 100% clearly right now. Yes, there will be other jobs, but I have been looking for a job in this industry after going back to school for this specifically. I was without work most of the winter, it is very hard to find decent work in this industry without experience. I had just found the light at the end of the tunnel when this happened. I apologize if I came across too strongly.
Thank you again to everyone who has responded.