I'm sorry. Extra chocolate and LOTS of extra barn time are definitely the way to go!
ooh I am sorry OP. Hugs for you. I think we have all been through something similar. I had my heart ripped out and served back to me on a platter and my future pulled out from under me like a rug.
You will get through this, you will become stronger because of this, and be smarter.
Sorry - at the long tail end of that myself. But now that I'm 99% disconnected, am so much enjoying the stuff I always loved, and he hated!
How can there be so many currents in such a little puddle?
I'll send you a care gift <3
It gets better.
We all have one of those....the one who totally breaks your heart...then you look at them 10 years later and say THANK GOD!!!!! What was I thinking?