At the beginning of May, I went for an exam, just an echography to check where were the tumors and how many I had.
The results were literally incredible and explain the fact I am still riding and still alive.
Since 2 years and half, my tumors are still the same size..THEY ARE'NT GROWING, NEITHER SPREADING !!!!!
This news put me in chock litterally and gave me so much joy at the same time...I am not dying actually and I won't !
This is a miracle !
What is causing pain is probably adherence and micro occlusion. This pain comes and goes. Actually what I tought was totally wrong and I was listening to that pain, thinking cancer was spreading...
For a moment I also tought I spent 2 years and half to prepare myself to go, my husband was not doing anything, no plans at all and I was the only one trying to fight.
So now, I am on a sevrage of morphine, it is going well. I am not listening to the pain I suddenly have and it goes away faster.
I am riding and enjoying life like I always did, maybe I cherish more every minute since I know I am not that sick.
In june I will go back to my oncologist to check if there is any treatment available.
What is happening to me is just incredible ! I have still 2 metastases that has not grow at all...
I knew from the blog, but I REALLY wanted you to tell Coth about this... I was getting worried that you were not posting!! I hope you are enjoying riding your Domingo. How is he doing?
Enjoy these nice days!!
Keep us posted!
Leena - I also was wondering when we'd hear from you on this forum, though I read the blog. I will say that this good news couldn't happen to a better person! So nice to hear and know that you can breathe easy for a while, after all the worry and the fear and the fighting you have done. What a way to start your spring. Cheers to you and MANY MANY more days of good riding.
Do keep us posted...
We don't get less brave; we get a bigger sense of self-preservation........