Hubby and I celebrate new year with horsey. I went for a ride wishing I will be there for another year.
It is damn cold here and I feel frisky.
Anyway, I had my greenbean canter for the first time, could feel his soooooo confortable canter. This is to fight the fact my cancer index is a bit up..My grand mother was baking bread when she had heart problems...I ride. Different times, different ways to fight !
I hug you all for making me feel important to you !
I renew all my rider licence for showing last week an even upgrade ! So I am sending my cancer a clear message here...That is going to be tough to knock me down !
This is the way I always took this making clear plans and just focus to it, despite odds and doctors predictions. Despite what I am feeling too, physically speaking.
What I have learned is: You don't control a horse, you just communicate with him. Breaking through all resistance of all kind has made me a real horse's energy sucker. I feel fortunate to live that opportunity to open my mind, loosen up my body and feel all this.
I feel more than fortunate that I could speak, write on this board and get so much in return; you are fantastic ! This has been more positive that anyone could ever dream of.
I am loosing my french here OMG !
I read on Ultimate last year I guess about that woman rider who fought an ovarian cancer; unfortunately I don't recall her name but her story was so inspirationnal to me.
Merci beaucoup de m'encourager et de me supporter autant ! (thanks very much to support me so much)
I wish myself as many rides as possible believe me !
On feb 26th, I'll be celebrating my second year of fight. I take this humbly since I don't have chemios since last june, so about 6 months now and no remission.
God bless my horses for this because I am still alive and cancer activity is low so far. I am on hormonal therapy; now I handle a weight watcher game every day since you can just become a big balloon with this stuff. I just gained 10 pounds.
Nobody can imagine how this "Happy New year" means to me. I hug you all to support me in this battle !