There are no words that can help you with the grief you are feeling right now, but just know that I am praying for you and I hope you realize that we all know the deep relationship you had with your boy ... he was so gorgeous.
This was sent to me this morning. It made me cry again
Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge. When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.
All the animals that had been ill and old are restored to health and to vigour. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, someone who was left behind. They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance.. His bright eyes are intent; his eager body begins to quiver,
Suddenly, he breaks from the group, galloping over the green grass, faster and faster.
You, Norval have been spotted, and when you and Shadow finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happyness rains upon your face; your hands again caress his beloved head and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your beloved horse, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.
Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together.... forever..