I feel like an outsider in the Eventing community...
I guess I am just looking for a place to feel like I belong.
Long story short, The eventing community where I am from is really small, and I have been involved for a few years but get the vibe that a lot of other trainers and riders hate me. A lot of people treat me with disrespect and belittle me, and it makes it hard for me to reach my goals of being a great rider and one day a trainer.
I have to travel an hour+ each week to ride with my trainer and sometimes it just gets really discouraging. On top of that, a previous trainer that I am not longer riding with is attempting to create a bad reputation for me.:cry:
Riding is the only thing I am good at and yet I feel like I can't move on. the last few weeks I find myself upset every night over my situation.
Any kind words to put me in the right direction?