I think I hate my boyfriend...
I will spare the details, but basically I am my boyfriends live in babysitter and I have hit the end of my rope. I truly think I hate him. I cannot find a single redeeming quality if I sit here and think about it. I want to leave him.
The down side is I will have to move back with my parents until I can get back on my feet. I also have very little in the way of a support system. I tend to be shy and enjoy being alone. I make acquaintances easily but don't put the work in to continue them to friendship status. So besides one good friend that I don't see often, I don't have much in the way of support.
I feel as though this relationship has left me stranded and I'm too scared to get out. Fighting is multiple times daily, and if I even mention leaving he tells me he is calling the cops to supervise my exit and then he starts throwing all of my stuff out the door. In the effort to save my stuff and my sanity I try to repair the relationship so that I won't have to deal with the situation at the moment.
Any advice or words of support?